Today, This morning the sounds hit me… But sorry not a good quality the view…
No, not an unknown flying object :) This one is very well known….
My son, he is amazing, he brought us a lovely gift, us… sure, me and our Princess… Who interests with this gift otherwise…
My Princess was crazy with this flying object… she was afraid but also she was following it… Imagine, a flying object in the home, and my son follows this and behind him my cat and behind them all I am with my camera… We did so many accidents in our small house… and I didn’t take a nice flight shots :) But there was a great fun at home tonight! Just my love made this problem, “this is not an airport and flight area…!!!!!” It was landed at the end on a bed… My Princes she didn’t understand anything, was it something alive or… (for her) it was unknown flying object!
(my handsome men, I hope you are reading my blog. This is actually for you, it would be so nice surprise on Mother’s Day, for example :) Yes, maybe you can’t find this one in here but similar one…. Pleasssssssssssssssseeeeee Let me have a bike. Can you believe this, it will be the first time I will have my own bike… In my childhood days and also in my youth years I always borrowed from my friends and even from my brother too. They were so nice they let me to ride their bikes… But all repairment costs were my job! )
“Le libraire” – by Andre Martins De Barros
Today, when I read his article ( http://findingsubjects.com/2012/03/29/energy-vampires/ ) I thought about this invisible world once again. In the past, not so far, the days before internet, how was going everything in our life. I remember, we were talking this time about books, they were the best friends… Remember….? But still they are best friends, aren’t they? I wonder now the statistical report of the reader potential percentages between books and internet. I am afraid internet would be ahead…
On the other hand, internet is amazing world. Suddenly a door openning to the endless world as a great library. But of course you should find out which one is the true library… Otherwise there are millions data winds on this invisible world. Philosophically, what is knowledge, what is information, what is data should hit us again! Maybe in the youth ages it is not easy to realize the truth of them… or the rightness of them… but in older ages, when you have a long life experience and well observed life events, stories,…etc. you become to recognize the truth of this world… Maybe I am wrong… but at least I can say this for myself, I am not as in my youth ages now… But this doesn’t mean that I know everything and the truth of life… This would have been so nice but according to my past years I know better…
In this invisible world, as I explained to my dear blogger friend too, I am happy. I feel myself in peace,… nothing makes me sad or hurt. In all my life I was same nia, as you know me here… nothing changed in my actions, manners, and in my heart… But what changed? In real life, there are so many problems… but this is normal, in every life there are many problems… without problems life can’t be learned… all problems or all mistakes will be a leader for us, for our future… Of course I don’t forget how we should struggle with them too… But one day, you notice that all these struggling go on from your childhood days till to die… The problems in my childhood were same in my youth ages and again in my adult years too… today same again while I am being in the age of grandmothers… Of course this is the reality of this geography and all problems are the address to the political matters. That you know, I hate.
By Thomas Allen
At the beginning, television was being so efficient on people life…. But in negative ways… and we were discussing always about it as a matter. Then we met with internet too… In the mess of knowledge everything changed again in negative way… Media, internet, politicians they were all in a race of rating, who will be the winner I am not sure but this is clear the people in the real life is being always a loser… The values change… Traditional cultural values change…. People change… Relationships change… Time means for all of us to be speedy! Everything runs… Waiting for something is not normal now… Everything should be now… In my real life, I have so many friends, but I can’t say they were a real friendship… The relations went on till I gave up to hold it by myself… The relationship can’t be in one side… They have to be in the both sides… they have to be built in the both sides. No one wants to spend time for to listen to you, or for to understand you… No one wants to share anything with you but they want to hear you… Relationships turn to something, what I can get from her or from him…
My best friends are the books…
A few days ago, I was given an award again by dear Joseph P. Kanski. I am honored by him. But this time I am impressed so much. I have been in this invisible world for a long time. This exactly very different world from our real life… at least from my own. Maybe I am so lucky one, because I have met so beautiful people, more than in my real life… Internet when you know how to use and where to go it is been a great world for all of us. At my desk with my cat, between my walls I am alone but a rich one of the world. Because as my best friends are the books, I have so many friends from different countries of the world. How nice to see this, people share, people listen, people talk, people read, people write with you. And they are doing this without expecting anything from each other. There is a very special friendness on this world. I have so nice friends, they invite me to their towns, to their homes… This is unbelievable… Especially to find them on this invisible world while the real world is not like that… You may think of this, is it trustable? I lived, I have experiences… I met some of them in my real life and they were real as much as on this invisible world. People usually think that this internet is not trustable… Maybe they are right but as I told above, should be known where to go… WordPress is a great connection and great community. I feel myself lucky one to be here and to have you all, in my humble life. You all make me rich and filling my life with full of beauties…
About this beautiful award, I can say this, I cried. This is something so special and so precious for me. But this is because of dear Joseph and his wife. They are amazing person and teacher. How impressed me what they did… How I wished to have a teacher like them in my life… Their students are so lucky. I am smiling now, because I am a student of them too. Because dear Joseph in his amazing blog, shared with us so many beautiful art works… Today where I reached in my own style, he was one of the masters on my way…
This is great world. I know I talked long, but I wanted to share with you my feelings and my thoughts. There is not enough way to express my thanks… But I always appreciate these awards, especially they are being a way to express my thanks for you. The only problem is to make a nomination list… Otherwise my list can’t be end… :) Thank you for you all.
And THANK YOU Dear Joseph for this honor.
My presentation with the Angelika Award for them who have touched my humble life, like a book, like a teacher, like a master… As dear Joseph said, “They are all angels in the shadows. The shadows of their wings have spread very far indeed.”
* I know you have already been gifted by this award, but be sure, you are among my angels. Thank you once again dear Joseph.
Eddie Soloway, says that in her post, “Two years ago, during a long delay at London’s Heathrow Airport, I spent a couple hours in a very large magazine store. The selection of photography magazines from across Europe surprised me, and also gave me something to focus on during the delay. One headline on a digital photo issue grabbed my attention. It proclaimed, “Turn Your Bad Photographs into Great Paintings”. Wow, I thought, you can be bad in two things – you can’t take a good photo and you don’t know how to paint – and you can still make something great.”…
you can read more in her website,
Eddie Soloway, I found some of her photographs and I loved them,
Some of you have already known my works and how I work… Sometimes I take pictures from the television screen. Of course not a nice photograph but it is so good to play with them on photoshop. I love to make paintings with them. Especially in documentary programs, or travel programs… One of my favorite channels is Russian Travel Guide Channel. They have a high quality for the television screen and also my television is so good for HDR… Then here are the examples…
1) This is what I took from the television,
2) and this is what I made on the photoshop…
Have you seen this video?
Flowers always remind me something… and one of them is a poet & poem. By one of famous Turkish poets, Ceyhun Atuf Kansu,
ALL THE FLOWERS OF THE WORLD
……………………………………………………… “Bring me flowers all over the world ! “
…………………………………….. The last words of a village teacher, Sınığ Sefik
I say all the flowers of the world,
Bring them all here,
Bring my students, bring here,
they look like crocuses
blossomed in the bottom of the rocks
Bring all the children of the village, here,
I have a last lesson for them,
I will sing my last song,
Bring bring them to me…
and then I will die.
I say all the flowers in the world,
I want to see the wild flowers of the mountains
that their fate looks like mine,
no one knows them, they blossom in solitude,
disappear their smell in the wide plains…
Beloved and unnamed flowers
of my home,
I want all of you, let me see you,
and then cover me how you cover
Translated by nia.